Tuesday, November 14, 2006
hmmm....how should i start~~
recently i start to think about my future..
i dream of been a professional photographer
now i starting to plan the step ahead..
next year,i hope to get into Digital photography module in rp
den..i will take part in the noise singapore..
where i be under the guidance of a photographer..
the road ahead is tough..i hope everything going work fine...
will...i start to wonder whats the feeling of been love?
maybe love to me is just a waste of time...
i been wasting so much time ...
by right i should be in ns...
now...i still in rp yr 2
gosh...i better be prepare for the tough challenge ahead
hahahaha......
wish me luck ~~~ =)
12:52 PM
Tuesday, October 03, 2006
sometime,im just so tire with things around me
hope one day,i can walk bravely against the odd in my life
hmmm...i wonder,wat if one day ,when im gone..will any of my friend remember me?
hai..time pass so fast and yet i feel so down in...
bless me =)
11:27 PM
Monday, October 02, 2006
Hai it’s about half a year ago since I last update..
I guess it there plenty of dust lying around
I wonder how’s my NYP friend been doing..
Most probably they are graduating soon
As for me, I m still stuck at RP
Wow….sometime I wonder, what if I a choice to fulfill my dream.
Well, I used to believe that all I wanted in my life is to set up a ideal family
However, I find it almost impossible as she went beyond my reach..
Every ger believe that “feeling” is the most important thing
Hahaha…well, as for me, I think is the commitment between two person
Such a silly idea of mine…
Hahaha.. Recently I just change a new laptop
Hai, my acer laptop has some problem with its mother board…
So in the end, I sold my laptop and camera ..
Now I landed myself with 1800 debts =)
Hahahaha.. have to slowly work in order to pay back
Recently, Miss milk just broke up with her bf..
Feel so bad about it…
Just dun understand how come people wouldn’t cherish her
She's such a nice person
I wish her all the best =)
As for me, I better numb myself and dwell myself in the land of sadness
1:48 AM
Saturday, March 04, 2006
This world is harsh,
This hurt I had shall never be heal
Its like been torn apart by people u trusted most
It’s terrible!
I knew that nothing can reversible the inner damage that I feel
However, her happiness is what matter most!
It’s my fault to fall in love with her
She just looks so alike with my first ex
Maybe this is what people call retribution
What u gets is from what you had done!
Let me drunk in my world of sadness
Fore this world is not my world!
One day when I was dreaming ,I had a chance to talk to god!
I ask god: oh almighty why did you created me!
God says: you are born with sin that had put me in shame! You have to suffer more then what people does!
Eugene: Why me? What had I Done?
Eugene: I have been suffering all this while. YOU had given me a face that I m so ashamed of! I had trusted people when they needed help most. I stood by them when they are facing their worst trouble and yet they left me rotting with words that torn me apart!
God says: Fear not! the worst have yet to come! Your love and compassion is nothing in the eye of the merciless! In fact, you will suffer hundred times from what you went through!
Eugene: God, why dun u end my life now! I rather die than facing this shame!
God: Death is not the only solution that I given to you! I will put you in pain that your generation will remember the existence of the God Almighty! Nothing can escape from me include your fate and destiny! A series of pain and agony will be waiting for you!
Now go! Suffer from what I plan for you
Eugene: …..I hate YOU! U r just another fool that play with my feeling!
God: Ha-ha! Your sadness is my happiness! Fore all good came from me and u shall be the shame bearer!
Eugene: I can’t take this anymore! This is driving me insane! I’m sick of what u putting me through!
God: Farewell! Now,Back to the world I had created
From that day onward, Eugene name himself, “Saint or insane”
3:36 AM
Friday, February 10, 2006
3 month since I last updated any of my post.
Perhaps its time to summaries what I had been doing all this while
Hmmm….Well, I had been gaining since the start of November!
From 50kg to 60kg…Am I expecting to continue to grow even further
But right now, I’m concentrating on my fitness level…
Gosh, I got a small belly because of the weight gaining process…
Hmm…lots of thing came through my mind and I knew some thing is worth for waiting…
Anyway, I not referring to any kind of relationship,
However it’s just that focusing and paying attention to myself is worth while
It might a little crazy maybe you not thinking exactly what I’m thinking…
Hahaha
Recently just reformat my precious laptop and know its in a better condition…
Hai, all because of just removing a stupid programme…
Now, I lost several important programme…MX Flash ! Photoshop! CS!
Hai…all expensive programme…Argh argh argh !
I guess as time go by, I might have better stuff!
2:06 PM
Tuesday, November 01, 2005
Recently, I got sunburn and muscle injuries
Because of BB soccer competition at Ngnee Ann poly
As usual, I played center defend and defense midfielder
Whenever I step onto the field, I always got an intention
To break someone legs or knee through my way of tackle sliding tackle
Hai, we bravely fought our way through the competition
and that’s how my injuries come about …
Somehow we got deny by one team and that’s how our campaign comes to an ends!
We fought them twice, once in the 4th round and in the final…
Our team lost twice in the shoot out.
Hai…damn it, should had bought the medal home !
I wonder why they have a silver medal for the second…
Such a regret but indeed a wonderful memory to keep as.
I have to strengthen my long ball control
Example, header and chest…
10:17 PM
Sunday, October 16, 2005
Lots of thing happens recently even when time moves slowly
At time my life is just like plain water
Plain and simple…
How wish someone would stir up my deserted world
My temper is becoming from bad to worse
Screw this WORLD !
Recently went to Ohana Camp on Friday,
Pitch tent at Changi beach
Sleep half way…
Suddenly at nite the worse and most unexpected thing happen,
Strong wind blow and heavy rain falls
We were caught by surprise…
Our tent nearly blows off from its location…
Hahaha…
Second day, went to the BB/GB campus
People went to kaya,I went to slack around the campus
Just not in the mood for any activities
Kanna bother by so issue I have in mind
Around they kaya,I went to help abit on the camp fire
Then, I saw my classmate Vivien in the campus…
So coincident, I must say this is a very small world…
When home half way after the camp fire
Then when I was sleeping at home,
YH call me and ask me about the room key
I was stun…I didn’t even remember I took the key
Or did I? I dun think so lor
Den after that, too tire to bother anything
Just continue sleeping
Sunday, Went to Malaysia and shop again
Malaysia seem to become my second home
Spend around 300 RM
I bought 4 shirts, sunglass, several socks and also a belt
Can’t mention what else I bought
Hahaha…
Not also forget that I meet up my old colleagues
We went to KTV and SING!
Gosh, my voice sucks!
Kanna force to sing!
But then I enjoy those moment…
After then, we went to eat dinner at a street stall
Got stun by the sugar cane drink !
One cup is more then 1 litre lor !
Scary =O)
After drinking it, I enter the toilet quite a number of time lor
11:12 PM
